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Jessica :)'s Journal  I'm home. Yay. Really, it does feel nice to be home, if a little boring right now. The day I got back I went by UCLA and took Jay and Jason to the beach with me. Good times, then left for Yosemite w/my 'rents the next day and got back today. At some point tonight I'm going to write t he paper that's still due (yay for extensions past when grades are even due!) It's a critical analysis of the modernist gender crossings in My Antonia and The Sun Also Rises. Really, I'm going to enjoy it more than you think, I'm just lazy. I've developed a thing for online scrabble. Yay for quadplex.com. It's wierd reading everyone's posts....I feel really removed from everything... everyone here is still coming back from school on random weekends or somehow involved in this...I don't know...what to me is its own world. There is school world and home world. School world at least has the decency to have everyone step out of it at the same time, but here things keep happening and moving foreward. Interesting perspective on life, although it makes you appreciate your friends that much more...the people you can not see and then come back to and pick up where you left off, laughing harder than you remember having laughed but knowing you're going to think that again next time you hang out. Friends that remmeber your quirks and sayings and adapt to the new things you do, but understand them in the context that is you. Time is this crazy thing, and the more I experience the more I realize it. Memory is this strange snippit of time that glances back and tugs at the strings of your emotions so that you somehow feel validated in that past experience, that you can connect to it somehow and how it has affected every moment of your life since then. You never know which moment is going to make the difference. Sorry, I should come back from the romp in my mental landscape. I keep getting more and more like that, when I'm by myself I get all contemplative and cought up in the thoughts without really ever deciding or saying anything. I'll blame it on smoking too much pot :-p. Back from that tangent, I miss you guys. Everyone!! We should do things and hang out this summer. I'm home for a amazing four months and cna't wait to take advantage of every second. I can't really think of anything else...that's why I hardly post...what the hell am I supposed to post about? Okay, I will tell one wierd thing that happened the last day of finals, 2 Fridays ago... I had this incredible random sensation of the year having come full circle. This guy Jay in my hall (and his roomates and that group of sophmores in the hall) were kinda the first people I got to know in college at the very beginning of the year. It was the first room in the hall I hung out in too. He was also the first person that got me stoned. Randomly, before I went off and hung out w/my friend Laurie, I got stoned w/him and some of the sophmores, and hung out in that room a little while pondering the cyclic nature of life (okay, yeah, I was stoned, I have an excuse) and it was just funny. The things you never expect.... Current mood: bored but contemplative. I am really fuckin' bored. Details to folllow in an actual post...but for now... A month I would be: August... living up the last few weeks of summer, feeling a smidgen of excitement returning to school, beautiful warm weather, etc etc A day of the week I would be: saturday A time of day I would be: 3am..."in the depths of the soul it is always 3 in the morning" (might not be the exact quote, and I don't know who said it, but you get the gist) A planet I would be: ummmmmmmmmmmmm Earth. Yes, I'll be all egocentric and say I'm earth. I cna't think of anything else. A sea animal I would be: an otter A direction I would be: 20 degrees west of south. just because A piece of furniture I would be: bookshelf A sin I would be: gluttony maybe? A historical figure I would be: Einstein, just so I could see what it was like to be that smart A liquid I would be: pure caffeine A tree I would be: dunno, something with pretty flowers that lives in the rainforest A flower/plant I would be: purple rose (they do exist) A kind of weather I would be: 80 degrees and no humidity, slight breeze A musical instrument I would be: saxophone An animal I would be: siberian tiger A color I would be: okay okay everyone expects me to put shiney purple here, right? wrong. I wanna be that kewl shiney silvery color that changes depending on the direction you look at it A vegetable I would be: mushroom A sound I would be: waves crashing on the shore An element I would be: Berkelium, hey why not? A car I would be: the hydrogen bmw A song I would be: back back back, ani A movie I would be directed by: Amelie, it's my favorite feel good movie A book I would be written by: House of Leaves, crazy fun :) A food I would be: tirimasu A place I would be: a cafe A material I would be: linen A taste I would be: ummmmmm, strawberries soaked in champagne and dipped in chocolate A scent I would be: me, I believe I have my own scent anyways, otherwise maybe the jasmine on my front porch in the middle of summer or lavender or something A word I would be: lethologica An object I would be: pillow A body part I would be: lips A facial expression I would be: smile, duh A cartoon character I would be: the little girl danae in non sequitor A shape I would be: sphere A number I would be: 42 A holiday I would be: christmas Current mood:  bored.
I am in the world's best mood right now, I don't even know why... I had a relaxed night last night, worked out again (slightly sore, I've been increasing my weights) and got the Igby Goes Down sndtrk w/a gift certificate I got for helping out w/a women in comp sci study for the assistant to the chair of the computer information systems dept's doctoral thesis. AWESOME soundtrack. Got slightly stoned last night, I was energetic too when I did it so it was just one of those generally amused highs, fell asleep at like 2/230 instead of 4/430 like the past few days (I wake up at 830) woke up really refreshed. Made myself a chai w/half water half espresso and some carmel flavoring that was ridiculously good, so I also started my day off w/an extra caffiene sugar kick (sugar always affects me, and the caffeine was on an empty stomach so it added a little perk). Italian midterm went well. Went to the last part of a women in comp sci lecture and got a great catered lunch, my cse prof was really nice and asked me to come to office hours b/c she knows I have a lot of issues programming still and this project is harder than you could imagine(client and server game of texas hold em' polker). Had psych lecture, which was really amusing it was just a relaxed overview/application/fun lecture, and the prof's AMAZING so it was really good. Made plans to go to Chris's Jazz CAfe w/Val next week (which is, according to my yoga instructor, run by the albanian mafia) and I'm meeting Alex (yes, both of the girls are in my sorority...I told you there's very chill people in it!) to go to the mixer/bbq at Alpha Chi Ro and hang out cuz we haven't in a while. Went to my meeting w/my english teacher (for my modernist literature seminar) to talk over my final paper. I really enjoy tlaking about literature, and she agreed with and liked all of my ideas. She told me that it was great having me in class and that she thinks I'm really good at English and critical literary analysis which enforces my belief that maybe I should major in English... THEN As I was leaving I had this educational epiphony... I'm doing computer cog sci and if I did a concentration in linguistics (as much as I like psych this might be the better idea, although maybe I could throw psych in there somewhere) and an English major I would be connecting them in the sense that it's all these differnet perspecitives of language, etc. and this is a lot of what I have interest in. And English comes to me a lot more naturally than Comp Sci, so I'd have a balance of classes that had a variety of levels of challenge. I called Jay, bless his soul for humoring me, in like my exited epiphony moment to bounce the idea off of him, he said it made sense. Came back here, took a shower, getting ready to go out...just a great day. Yay life. Side note, as it's my last day of freshman classes in college, I figured I should go ahead and have at least my first game of edward 40-hands my freshman year in college (duct tape 2 40 oz. bottles of beer to your hands and you can't take them off until you've finished them...yes, you end up pretty drunk) so that's prolly happening tonight. Good times. And in 2 1/2 weeks I'll be home! Woot! Current mood:  ecstatic.
Name 4 bad habits you have: ~Procrastination ~rapid boredom ~getting distracted from what I'm doing by my self-criticism ~nail biting Name 4 things you wish you had: ~not gained the freshman 15 ~the power to right the world's wrongs ~the wisdom to know how to even start thinking about doing that ~a concord (except fuel efficient) to go see my friends whenever and wherever I wanted to Name 4 scents you love: ~coffee (I really, really do) ~my grandparent's house ~lavender ~the jasmine on my front porch in the middle of summer at night Name 4 people that know you the best: ~Jay ~Kristen ~Melissa ~Jason Name 4 things you've been thinking about today: ~all my goddamn work ~how much better life will be next year without a meal plan ~everyone back home ~my programming project and how much I hate that class (1/2 unit, more work than all my other classes combined) Name 4 things you have done today: (alright, well I"m only 3 hrs and 16 min into it) ~woked out ~updated live journal ~a bit of work ~talked to jason on aim Name the last 4 things you bought: ~conditioner ~filler paper ~gum ~popcorn Name 4 group/singers that most people don't know you like: ~I think most of my music collection is knonw, I can't think of any ~ ~ ~ Name 4 drinks you drink regularly: ~Water ~Diet Soda ~Espresso drinks (although much less than I'd like, my espresso maker has been not doing so well) ~alchohol Were you named after anyone: jessica lang and my grandmother virginia Single or Taken: single Do you wish on stars: only playfully Which finger is your favorite: I actually don't really like my fingers When did you last cry: dunno, a few weeks ago, maybe? Do you like your handwriting: I do, but I know it must suck to read b/c it's half cursive and half print What is your favorite lunch meat: tuna or grilled chicken Any bad habits: see above What is your most embarrassing CD on the shelf: I don't have any cd's on shelves If you were another person would you be friends with yourself: I think so Are you a daredevil: I guess, kinda, yeah Do you like your butt: it could stand to lose a bit of fat, but I keep it in pretty good shape, no complaints Do looks matter: as much as we all want to say they don't, in our society looks matter, and as hard as you try you're still going to pass unfair judgements on people based on their looks, the difference is the severity of how you judge and how willing you are to change your opinion Have you ever miss-used a word and it sounded absolutely stupid: no, never, me? (okay, have you guys met me? seriously) Do you think there is a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow: rainbows are optical illusions of light and water, in a sense, hey don't exist without our eye there to see them... ergo, they exist only in our heads and I can have whatever I please at the end of my rainbow :-p ;) Do fish have feelings: only if they're created by pixar Are you trendy: *shrugs* How do you release anger: vent or thik happy thoughts or engage in mentally altering activities or work out or do something about it Where are your second homes: Jay's, Kristen's, philly Do you trust others easily: yes, but only because I have a lot of faith in my understanding of people What was your favorite toy as a child: erma, my doll What class in school do you think is totally useless: it depends on who you are, they're all useful for someone, but most aren't useful for everyone Have you ever been on radio or television: yes Do you have a journal: well, this, but not really Do you use sarcasm a lot: a fair amount Have you ever been in a moshpit: ummm, no What do you look for in a guy/woman: a connection, kindness, good heart, sense of humor, appreciatioin for what's artistic in life, someone I can talk to for hours, honesty, openness, respect, intelligence, sense of spontenaity, etc Your nickname(s): jess, some others Would you go bunjee jumping: no, I just want to go sky diving Do you untie your shoes when you take them off: no What are you worried about right now: my work, having to get into a bathing suit, figuring out how to set up my schedule for the next 3 years so that I can graduate and go to italy for a semester Do you wear overalls: rarely, but sometimes I do Do you think that you are strong: yes What's your favorite ice cream flavor: coffee, usually What is your favorite cologne or perfume: happy heart What is your favorite color: don't have one What is your least favorite thing in the world: apathy or a disregard for others' lives, well being, feelings, etc and the subsequent ability to cause great pain and evil (break for one of my fave poems since when I got to this question everyone else said hate and I really tried to pinpoint something... Some say the world will end in fire/some say in ice/but from what I've tasted from desire/I hold with those who favor fire/But if it had to perish twice/I think I know enough of hate/To say that for destruction ice/Is also great and would suffice - Frost) How many wisdom teeth do you have:0 How many people have a crush on you: *shrugs* don't really know, I haven't thought about that in a long time Who do you miss most right now: Jay, Jason, Kristen, Melissa, Dustin, others back in cali... too many of u back there to name I think that a few people in my hall and I have probably contributed to the decision of a few kids to not attend penn. 4 "prefrosh" (prospective students who got in but are still deciding) are staying w/some friends of mine next door, and there's some others scattered around the hall. Gavin, one of my really good friends (albeit crazy) took two of the kids in his room next door to get drunk at his frat. Only one of them had ever drank before, they're asian, and were apparently bright red by their second game of beruit. Another one was hanging out talking to Myron (one of hte roomates) and I was getting stoned w/Ray(another one of the roomies) and Jean, with Ray freaking out about the kids seeing him. I go out to try and be social while Ray and Jean ran away and proceed to just sit there and look stoned (my eyes get bright red, it's a dead giveaway). JS comes in, sees the situation, and says that it's not as bad as when he went into our RA's room and when he asked how JS"s last night of spring fling had gone he mentioned getting into a fight w/a homeless man (he was trying to rob him... different story), leaving off when our RA was like 'prefrosh! prefrosh!'. Furthermore, the kid who was around while I was stoned proceeded to have a convo w/Gavin and I about Penn after Gavin and the other 2 kids came back drunk, where we find out he is totally straight edge. I was amused, despite feeling really bad and trying to talk about the diverse opportunities to have fun on campus. Then I went back to my room and watched southpark or something. Other than that, I keep thinking I've been busy but it's just because I've gotten really good at distracting myself fromt he fact that I'm procrastinating. Spring Fling was fun, it's this huge party that's basically an excuse for everyone to drink all day for 3+ days. I did not make it to many parties at night, and definitely no late-nights because I was too hung over by like 11 every night. Now I have lots and lots and lots of work, a paper analyzing modernist lit, a ridiculous programming project, a 'midterm', and 4 finals. All in the next 2 1/2 weeks. Joy of joys. But, I am on top of it, so it's good. And things are looking up because I can finish all necessary work early in the day tomorrow and thoroughly enjoy the first 4/20 I will ahve ever smoked on. I don't know if I mentioned, but I finally declared my Engineering major: Computer and Cognative Science - like a light comp sci degree with some classes in linguistics, psych or philosophy so that you can do artificial intelligence and interfacing and stuff. Woot. College major is down to ling, psych, sociology, or english, I think. It all fits together much better than you'd think. The weather is finally getting nicer, thank goodness. Although even the mild humidity is bothering me. For all the romantic notions I had of the east coast, I'm not sure, but I think I've decided that living in this climate is pretty much on par with mild schizophrenia, maybe with the exception of like I-bankers and people on broadway. and masochists. Chi Omega, despite my entire belief in not ever joining a sorority, is going well, after pledge it's nice b/c it's all optional, and I do have a lot of fun, there's a lot of very chill girls. Can you imagine all the things I've done this year that I said and thought I'd never do a year ago? At least 4 come to mind right away. Today I saw this cute Italian film, La Forza del Passato, about the past and our perception of it, I really enjoyed it. Well, I've sat here for long enough, I've got to go take a shower (I just worked out) and finish my hw. It's nice, I feel like it's been a productive day. OOOOH side note - Watch tv next sunday, the 24th, and see if there's a march in washington on the new...I'm going to be in what's supposed to be the largest march for women's rights in history or something like that... 1 million+ people? The March For Women's Lives is to show the government that yeah, we're not happy that you're taking our rights to choice, health and privacy away, hoping we won't notice, so that you can start chipping away at the freedoms you claim to protect. And such. :) Doing this to avoid my midterm essays and such [What time are you starting this?:] I started it the first time at 12:03, but I accidently closed the fucking window [Name?] Jessica Virginia McConaughy Date of birth?:] Sept 15 1985 [Height?:] 5’2” [Eye color?:] mostly green, always mistaken for blue, sometimes actually blue [Location?:] now? Messy dorm room in West Philly [Where were you born?:] Emporia, KS [Have you ever failed a grade?:] no [Do you have a crush on someone?:] *shrugs* [Do you have a bf/gf?:] no [If so, what is their name:] [What are you wearing right now?] tinkerbell pj bottoms, black tank top [Have you ever had a crush on any of your teachers?] no [Do you smoke?:] who, me? [Do you drink?:] only, you know, 2 or 3 times a week or so [What are your favorite colors?:] purple is my signature color [What is your favorite animal(s)?:] Siberian tiger [Do you have any birthmarks?:] a few moles that got removed off my back and belly button and the one that’s still on my face [Who are your best friends?:] Kristen, Jay, Jason, Melissa [Who do you talk to most on the phone?:] um, parents maybe? [Have you ever been slapped?:] no. [Do you get online a lot?:] I don’t log off [Are you shy or outgoing?:] depends on the situation [Do you shower?:] frequently [Do you hate school?:] it’s just a lot of work. Classes get in the way of college [How easily do you trust people?:] pretty easily, but mostly because I trust my character judgement [Have you ever lied to your best friends?:] don’t think so, definitely nothing serious [Would you ever sky dive?:] I plan on doing it. [Do you like to dance?:] love to, prefer to have a few drinks first so at least I don’t feel ike an idiot [Have you ever been out of state?:] duh [Do you like to travel?:] YES [Have you ever been expelled from school?:] no [Have you ever been suspended from school?:] no [Do you want to get out of your hometown?:] I am [What’s your favorite pop / alcohol drink?:] dt. Cherry coke/sex on the beach [Do you like Snapple?:] yum [Do you drink a lot of water?:] try to [What toothpaste do you use?:] Sheer blonde highlight enhancing shampoo and Herbal Essences deep conditioner [Do you have a cell phone or pager?:] yes [Do you have a curfew?:] hahahaha [What name brand do you wear the most?:] none, but I have a lot of urban outfitters stuff and express [What kind of jewelry do you wear?:] random, usually silver [What do you have pierced?:] ears, 3 in right, 2 in left [What do you want pierced?:] ears again, maybe nose or belly button [Do you like taking pictures?:] you betcha [Do you like getting your picture taken?] when I’m 15 pounds lighter [Do you have a tan?:] I did *cries* [Do you get annoyed easily?:] not unless I’m hormonal or have spent too much time w/parents or stupid people [Do you have your own pool?:] no [Do you have any siblings?:] no [Do you get along with your parents?:] I have more recently [How do you vent your anger?:] drive fast w/loud ani, rant [Have you ever run away?:] no [Have you ever been fired from a job?:] no [Do you even have a job?:] kinda, I work at my dad’s office whenever I’m home [Do you daydream a lot?:] yep, how do you think I make it through class? [What do you want a tattoo of?:] Chinese symbol for faith, dragon [What do you have a tattoo of?:] n/a [What does your most recent crush look like?:] *shrugs* last ‘bf’ like 6’, large guy (twice my size) short light brown hair, a bit of a goatee, brawny I guess(big teddy bear looking tho), last hookup kinda short skinny black/dark brown hair, kinda metro looking [Are you rude?:] I don’t think so [What is your heritage?:] Scottish, Irish, Mexican, Italian… I think [What is your lucky number?:] no [What does your hair look like right now?:] back in a wet bun [Could you ever be a vegetarian?:] dunno, I really like fish and chicken [How many rings until you answer the phone?:] until I find it [Do you look more like your mother or father?:] not really either [Do you cry a lot?:] no [Do you ever cry to get your way?:] no [What phrase do you use most when on the phone?:] hello? Hello? Can you here me? [Have you ever been chased by cops?:] nope [When was the last time you threw up?:] um, I think like 3 weeks ago after the sig ep mixer, soooo hungover [What do the shoes you last wore look like?:] pinkish purple, funky [What theme does your room have?:] me [What size shoe do you wear?:] usually 8 1/2 [What jewelry are you wearing now?:] none [What is your screen name on MSN?:] does anyone even use that? [How are you feeling right now?:] avoiding work, feeling bad I’ve been procrastinating for like an hour, wanting it to be Friday so I can go home [What do you sleep in?:] pj pants and a tank top [Has there ever been a rumor spread about you?:] prolly [What is one of your bad qualities?:] indecisive, self-critical, others [What is one of your good qualities?:] caring, determined, easygoing [Would you marry for money?:] no [What do you drive?:] 1993 camry [When was the last time you cried in school?:] um, prolly h.s. [What time are you finishing this?:] 12:42, but it’s going to keep going LAST... movie you rented = maybe alice in wonderland movie you bought = memento/usual suspects/princess bride (at once) song you listened to = listening to Ani – not so soft song that was stuck in your head = Character Zero - Phish cd you bought = ? cd you listened to = Living in Clip - Ani person you’ve called = *shrugs* maybe the hair salon person that’s called you = my mom, I think tv show you’ve watched = dunno person you were thinking of = Jason, who I’m talking to online DO... you have a crush on someone = eh you wish you could live somewhere else = I already have school world and home world, I think I’m too busy to think about wanting to live elsewhere others find you attractive = I guess you want more piercings = yeah you like cleaning = hahahahahahahahahahaha you like roller coasters = certainly you write in cursive or print = both, it’s confusing to read FOR OR AGAINST... long distance relationships = against. Using someone = against killing people = against teenage smoking = *abstain* driving drunk = that’s just dumb. Against… bring a desi driver *nudge, jason* soap operas = against HAVE YOU... ever cried over a boy/girl = of course ever lied to someone = yeah ever been in a fist fight = no ever been arrested = nope WHAT... shampoo do you use = sheer blonde shampoo herbal essences conditioner are you scared of = not being a success and doing something important and gratifying, being alone NUMBER... of times I have had my heart broken? = dunno, never I guess of hearts I have broken? = 4ish? 2 very seriously, like 2-5 others of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? = don’t know of scars on my body? = so many of things in my past that I regret? = never regret, just learn DO YOU THINK YOU ARE... funny = sometimes hot = some people do, I don’t really, more cute I guess friendly = yeah amusing = yesh loveable = I think so caring = yeah sweet = yeah dorky = have you met me? PERSON WHO LAST... slept in your bed = Justin saw you cry = Will made you cry = um, dunno you went to the movies with = I guess Kristen, jason, jay, erik, dustin for big fish yelled at you = Hallerie, our pledge master sent you an email = don’t remember HAVE YOU EVER... gone out in public in your pajamas = duh kept a secret from everyone = yeah planned your week based on the TV Guide = TV? been on stage = of course been to New York = yep, going again soon been to California = yep, going back soon been to Hawaii = no :( been to Japan = nope been to Canada = no been to Europe = yep been to Asia = no what time is it now = 12:53 apples or bananas = apples blue or red = together make purple walmart or target = I <3 target, but walmart is fun for boring nights spring or fall = spring what are you gonna do after you finish this = lots of homework what was the last meal you ate = dining hall food, ugh are you bored = no, I’m avoiding work last noise you heard = listening to Ani - NAPG last smell you sniffed = my friend gavin’s hair (he told me to smell it because he’d had barbeque and stuff thrown on him) FRIENDSHIP AND LOVE... do you believe in love at first sight = nope, although I do believe you can be instantly attracted to someone do you want children one day & if so, how many = yes, 2 most important thing to you in a friendship is = knowing that no matter what that person is there for you and understands the silly things you do and the crazy way you say things OTHER INFO... criminal record = never caught do you speak any other languages = kinda italian and spanish last book you read = um, for class: My Antonia, currently reading Lies and the Lying Liars that Tell them, Tao Te Ching, The Heart of Yoga name some of your favorite things in your bedroom = all my posters, dragons stuff (especially my incense burner) who you love = my friends, my family who you miss = Kristen, jay, jason, Dustin, Melissa, tim, others at home YOU... nickname(s) = jess, purple, none of my others get used initials = JVM how old do you look = depends on the day how old do you act = depends on my mood glasses/contacts = yes braces = never do you have any pets = cat, BlackPearl, turtle, Draco you get embarrassed = eh, not really what makes you happy = my friends, working out/yoga, getting my programs to work or doing well on hw, fun parties, etc what upsets you = ignorance, human capacity for cruelty, our government FINISH THE SENTENCE... i love to... feel alive i miss... my friends in CA i wish ... I didn’t have all this work to do i am... procrastinating the work that isn’t humanly possible to finish by friday i want to be... on the beach i would never... purposely hurt someone I loved i’d rather... be in an altered state, chilling with some friends i am tired of... having mass problems with my comp sci hw i will always be... quirky time finished: 1:03am Wow. It's already spring break. I can't wait for it to come, but I can't believe it's already here. The past month and a half have flown by - so much has happened it feels as if it's been a 4 months, but it's flying by so quickly I could swear my plane landed a few weeks ago. I feel bad though, I haven't been as involved in any clubs and for the first time in 5 or 6 years (more than that depending on how you count it)I'm not involved in anything drama related, but it's probably good since pledging has taken up so much time. Yeah. Pledging. I'm pledging a sorority. Shocking, but true. They're very kewl girls and I've been having a good time. It's actually a pretty wierd feeling that pledging's going to be over, it's been such a big chunck of my time. In like two and a half weeks I'll officially be a sister in Chi Omega... "Laid back girls that drink like fish" as described by one girl... amen... the girls do know how to have fun. Declaring my engineering major: computer and cognative science (comp sci + a concentration in some combo of psych/linguistics/philosophy, used for AI and human-comp interfacing, etc). Contemplating psych, sociology, urban studies, and others for my liberal studies degree. Yeah...I'm never going to graduate. As for school, I'm treading water in my classes, still having comp sci troubles, but the challenge is good for me, I need to get my scholastic ass in gear. I'm looking foreward to being home, thought about stopping by the theater and seeing if I could scare up some trouble and watch a dress rehearsal. Call me, email me, something, we should hang out. A week is going to fly by, unfortunately. I'm not really sure what else I could mention, I'm sure there's tons. I've got plenting of entertaining stories for when I return, promise. And I might try and start posting more than like once every other month. Much love. Current mood: restless.
It's me again. Look at this mad updating. I'm at work right now, dreading driving home since the traffic is supposed to be really really bad, although I havne't decided how late I'm going to stay. I'm at the switchboard right now, I get to say "Good afternoon, ______(name of whatever department they're calling, how can I help you?" good times :-p. Last night Dustin, Jay, Kristen, Jason, Erik & Carrie Nass came over and we watched movies, it wsa good times, although I got all tired early (prolly has something to do w/waking up for work). I was happy I got to see everybody, but we still have to have GNO soon. Umm...yeah, there's not much else to say. I can't believe Christmas is only 2 days away! This semester flew by, and it's so wierd, I hadn't even really realized it was the holiday season yet. Yeah, so nothing eventful, I don't even really know why I'm updating. But I am. Much Love. So yeah, I'm home!!! It's great to be here, it's great to see everyone, it's great to not be cold. Jay came w/my 'rents to pick me up at the airport, which was awesome. I was so tired, I don't know when I went to bed the night before and I woke up at 6 something am on my friend's couch and went back to my room but couldn't fall asleep but still couldn't fall asleep til almost 4 am west coast time, which was kinda crazy. The next day I hung out w/Jay for liek ever, which was awesome, got to drive a bunch, which was also awesome, then saw my friends from church, which was stellar. It's so great to hang out w/people from here, it's just refreshing and comforting. So we all have to hang out. Although, before I left school things were getting cooler there. It's crazy though, I keep just realized how much I missed everyone. I love you guys *warm fuzzies* So yeah, Jason and I are smokin' up and seeing LOTR today at some point, good times. And Kristen is coming home today, so even more good times, yay, I'm really excited to see her. Um, yeah, that's about the updates, call me!!!!!!!! :-D Hey guys... Sorry I haven't updated all semestere, I suppose I should've, but yeah... I 'm lazy and I never feel like I know where to start with reading these things. Right now I should be studying calculus. But I am a slacker (hardcore!) my grades this semster are going to be so less than par. Ces't la vie, right? Life's been wierd here, I'm finally starting to feel emotionally settled here, I guess. I'm just so looking foreward to going home and seeing everybody and relaxing and having mass fun times. I miss everyone sooooo much! Way more than I expected to, actually. I just can't wait to go be with people that really know me, and my quirks, that understand me a lot better. People here aren't nearly as kewl. I'm trying to think of things to tell you so there's no really big surprises. Um... I'm pale(I feel like I look sickly!), my hair's darker, I've totally put on the freshman 15 which is driving me insane cuz I'd just lost all that weight and aaaaaaaaaaaaaah htere are no words for the frustrations. So I'm gonna hardcore do the diet thing and get back to the slender me, the on e that fits into my clothes :-p. Um, I'm in need of a haircut. I've picked up a few bad habits... I smoke pot sometimes (once every other week or so?) and cloves. Starting to smoke pot was me deciding, hell, why don't I try it, I am actually curious, and yeah, it's good times. Smoking cloves was the decision of boredom becoming self-destructive. I drank 6 or 8 redbulls to see what would happen, was watching Igby Goes Down (in which they smoke cloves) and was like, ya know, cloves smell REALLY pretty. So I went on an adventure the next day and found them. And yeah, they're mass enjoyable. I'm a glutton for stimulants. As for boys, I reserve those stories for conversations and non-public postings. Umm, I'm sure I left something out, but we'll all have to chat when I return, we all must hang out. GNO will resume, I assume. Call me!! 267-608-5723, my cell, it's usually with me. I think I'm going to throw a shindig at my house some night, so I expect all y'all to be there. Love u much, hugs n kisses. ~Jess |
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